What I feel is true, the events that took place here have led me to another disappointment. On this occasion, it came from the movement of a creative expressionist and his employees. Not only was I told I could not express a select moment in my life, I was also told that my forms of expression were of shitty quality. From one artist to another, when it comes to transcendental expression, nothing is horrid, everything carries meaning. Those that have been part of my ride might be coming more familiar with my varying flows of expression. If you have been part of my movement from the beginning, you know the heart of my being, the servitude and curious nature that embodies me, and the dedication for/of my clarity in defining a tolerable experience and uplifting even that, to the promised lands we have been sowing our lives for.
In this passing moment, generally, I dismiss such disrespectful behaviors, however, the standard that Alex Grey has seeded has now shown its untruths and broke the already fragile words that he spake through verbal and other artistic expressions. It would typically be dismissive to me, but his finite message does not run parallel across his present timeline of life. What I thought were truths, yet again, unfolded. What I thought was connection, yet again was a mirage. How can we be unified in the level of art and expression, when no fucks are given? Meaning, coinciding cross-paths of the source are dismissed with such ease, especially when it is an enhanced delivery such as spiritual relation.
And listen, I am not saying I am a saint, not by far, I know I have fucked up on many occasions, but it just urk’s me when I waste my time, when things are not outlined from the get-go. When I ask for the details and then am lied to. I can appreciate a second look at things and I can easily change my mind to ensure stability in relationships, but second-comings are held at a high caliber of communication and expectation of work ethic.
Allow me to start by getting something off my chest and mind,
If you watched it all the way through, thank you.
Listen Alex, I appreciate that you have brought me to certain things but don’t make your values go down the tube because you or your employees want to compare my expressions and offerings to yours. I stand on my own ground. See me or not, you understand what’s next. Do right by this. I’m not mad, my feelings aren’t hurt or destroyed, but oppressing me by any form, is not acceptable, by me and even by your standards. I made this a public post, not only to clear the air but also to help others that may have also been kicked, such as I. The strength in the events and how to express from each, this is raw and real. Don’t do anything emo or stupid either Alex. Come at me with respect.